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Ouch!!!; or, “Is There a Doctor, in the House?”

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“Did you know that it’s true, that for me and for you the world is a ghetto?” So in 1972, said the group appropriately named “War.” Closer to present, we are told “It’s a jungle out there, disorder and confusion everywhere… Better pay attention or this world we love so much might just kill you.” That’s from the theme song of “MONK,” the TV series debuting in 2002 about the loveable, OCD “defective detective.”  And from the world of blues, pop, and Rock and Roll, take your pick. There’s a million and one songs all decrying relationships gone bad, saying in essence, “You done me wrong! Now, life ain’t worth the living.”  So, it’s unanimous. Everybody with a heart in this world, knows what it’s like for that heart to be broken. Nobody makes it out of this world without a heartful of wounds, bumps, bruises, and scars.

 

By Joseph Diop

Copyright © 2017 by Joseph Diop

 

This is perhaps one of the greatest mysteries of Christian faith and existence. God, our heavenly father, through crushing trials, tribulations, and afflictons, actually works out the greatest blessings to be found in this life. How can that be?, you say. Well, because it opens the way for the eternal love of Christ, who died for our sins, to gain access to the hearts of others in this world, through us. He first ministers his love for us in the midst of our heartaches, then he ministers that love through our hearts to others. Love in, love out, makes for a much better world. Love begets love begets love – God’s winning formula.

 

In this world, our Lord Jesus did not have a good experience. Like so many poets, lyricists, and commoners like me and you have all well observed, life can deal us some knockout punches – some of which feel like they’ve knocked the life clean out of us. Listen, and take fully to heart, what the word foretold of Christ’s experience in this world.

 

He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted [for his own faults].

But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him…

He was oppressed, and he was afflicted…

14 As many were astonished at thee; his [appearance] was so marred more than any man, and his form more than the sons of men [i.e., his body was so mangled]… (Isaiah 52:14)

He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? For he was cut off out of the land of the living…   Isaiah 53:3-8, brackets mine

 

Yes, Jesus got a raw deal in this world. Life was not at all fair to him. People did him wrong in the here and now. He was tried by Govenor and Judge Pilate, questioned by him, then officially aquitted of all charges and even publicly pronounced “Not Guilty.” But then, for the sake of political expediency, He was put to death anyway. Who ever heard of such a thing?  The last the world saw of him, he was being executed like a common criminal, horribly tortured, and spitefully taunted while hanging from a cross. Then, he died following a loud and anguished cry from his cross. And thus, he did not make it out of this world without the scars to show what he suffered. Scripture records,

 

“And one shall say unto him, ‘What are these wounds in thine hands?’ Then he shall answer, ‘Those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends.’”  Zechariah 13:6

 

Have you ever been wounded by your friends? When the people that you love and that are supposed to love you deal you a hurt or betrayal, they strike you where no other can strike you –  in the very core of your heart.  Those are the ones that go most deeply. Those are the wounds that are felt as the sharpest pain. I think it is most telling that the word leaves us a clue to the real nature of Christ’s suffering. It says,

 

“[God] shall make his SOUL an offering for sin.” Isaiah 53:10

 

It says, Christ’s “SOUL” was the real offering. In the Bible, “soul” is more closely identified with the heart than with the flesh. His body suffered, yes. But, more to the point, it was his heart which endured the premiere suffering. Rejection, spite, hatefulness, treachery, disloyalty, verbal and emotional abuse, betrayal: these all were what Jesus experienced during his brief sojourn through this life. And, we come to find out that even in his resurrection body and in heaven, where only love, and joy, peace and understanding abide, these have all been memorialized in his body. Again, the scripture records in John 20,

 

20 And when [Jesus] had so said, he shewed unto them his hands and his side. Then were the disciples glad, when they saw the Lord.

24 But Thomas, one of the twelve, called Didymus, was not with them when Jesus came.

25 The other disciples therefore said unto him, We have seen the Lord. But he said unto them, Except I shall see in his hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will not believe.

26 And after eight days again his disciples were within, and Thomas with them: then came Jesus, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, Peace be unto you.

27 Then saith he to Thomas, Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing.

 

Scars do not form on a corpse, but on a living human being. Likewise, when God is in our hearts, our wounds in life only make way for the resurrection power and presence of God to form an eternal scar in its place, thus exposing the life of the God whose presence has now taken over within us. That holy and internal scar over our hearts is nothing short of the glory of the indwelling God, welling up from within to combat the damaging effects of this world. A body that does not form such scars has no life, and no power to offer others. If you are to be a maximum blessing to others, you must have some scars and STRIPES on display in your life to offer the hope of God to others. The abiding presence of the scars only memorialize the holy and boundless love existing behind them. The scripture said of Christ, “With his stripes we are healed” (Isaiah 53:5).  Every good Christian soldier ought to be worth his STRIPES.  “S.T.R.I.P.E.S” really are:

 

S piritual, T estimonies, R eporting, I ndividual, P ainful, E xperiences, &  S uffering

 

So, take the time and the mind to understand this: the resurrection power to heal and recover us of all our heart wounds in life, is really nothing less than the abiding, living presence of the eternal God within us. Scripture says,  “To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory” (Colossians 1:27).  He responds to all injurious and painful experiences in our life, by proportionately increasing the fullness of our knowledge of his love for us. And that abiding love in us, is what attracts and helps with the healing processes of others, as well. As the word records in Romans 5:3-5 (brackets mine),

 

And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;

And patience, experience; and experience, hope:

And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad [that is, administered throughout abundantly] in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

 

Finally, the scripture asks the searching question, “Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there? Why then is not the health of the daughter of my people recovered?” (Jeremiah 8:22).  The old negro spiritual jubilantly responds: “There is a balm in Gilead, to make the wounded whole. There is a balm in Gilead to heal the sin-sick soul.”  Yes, there is a doctor in the house – the Chief Physician, Dr. Jesus.  And, there He administers a balm abundantly – the love of God our Father. That loves gives us wholeness, soundness, comfort, clarity, peace, perspective, and a generalized feeling of wellbeing. If there seems to be a problem with the healing, then we have either one of two problems. Either we have not allowed for enough time, or we have not applied the right mind. But you may be sure, there is a doctor in the house.

 

Perhaps, your heart too has been battered and bruised in this world. I would be surprized if you say that it hasn’t taken some hard knocks. Well, if it has, or even if you just want to have the doctor in residence and on call, then I have just the words you need. Please pray the following suggested prayer.

 

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now and receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you want me to be. Amen.

Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulations! And welcome to the family.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

If you are already a Christian, but are in need of repentance and rededication, then pray this prayer,

Lord Jesus, please forgive me for not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

For more inspiration, go to:  www.facebook.com/newjudah2  .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Episode 3. My REVELATION Visitation: The MAN-O-MANifestation

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Copyright © 2016 by Joseph Diop

This is the tell-all. Well, at least, I am about to lay on the table a short version of my tribulations in Dallas, Texas, which I underwent to arrive at this point in my spiritual journey. All subsequent to a holy visitation which I received in 1991, and ordained by God, this is my first-hand account. Truly I have seen the glory of God. And like the apostle Paul, I’ve got the stripes to prove it. Many will doubt, but if you have a faithful heart, you too will see by all this that God is indeed God, and He is always faithful.

To pick up where I left off in the last episode of my story, here is the intermission:

“Little did I know that in a few short years, I was going to have that fateful showdown with the devil play out in real life, on the plain of actual flesh-and-blood events, with the whole world looking on. And, that meeting would comprise my Job-like trial. Then, I would draw the dreaded card which reads, ‘Go to jail. Go directly to jail. Do not pass ‘Go.’ Do not collect $200.00.’”

Before I proceed, I want to affirm what the Lord and his apostles teach about tribulation, lest some novice think I had done something wrong to go through such troubles. Beginners always assume that. But, Jesus said, “In the world ye shall have tribulation…” (John 16:33). Apostle Paul said, “And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope…” (Rom 5:3-4). Apostle James said, “My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing” (Jas 1:2-4). Apostle Peter said, “Beloved, do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you; but rejoice to the extent that you partake of Christ’s sufferings, that when His glory is revealed, you may also be glad with exceeding joy” (1Peter 4:12-13).

 

It is unanimous then: tribulation is just a natural and integral part of the Christian experience. And, as my long-time pastor used to say, “If you live long enough, trouble will come.” And, man, did mine ever come! It was not as a result of any supposed terrible or hidden sin, as many of my friends had supposed. In my case, there had been false reports circulating about marital infidelity. All those were lies of the devil – just grist for the rumor mill. Because of the false report that had been told to them, those who knew me believed that I was being chastened for sin. But, no such thing had happened, in my case. But, I did have common sin to say grace over. As the scripture says, “Thou hast set our iniquities before thee; our secret sins in the light of thy countenance” (Psalm 90:8). God was looking at the hidden faults OF MY HEART — things that I myself did not even know about at the time — and that was enough for him. God was pruning me down to the bone — to the very core of my being. And, tribulation was his tool.

 

Dallas was my crucible – a place where I could go through all my necessary trials, away from my family and support system. I had moved there in 1988 on command of the Lord. I had a few short years to get established there then, Wham! First, was a string of encounters with the police. They were initially just domestic calls – squabbles in my household. I was even usually the primary caller. But, I was a slow learner. I had to end up being arrested a few times before I caught on. In those days, the police would not help you, if you were the man. When they got to your house, if you were the male there, it was you who were in trouble. So, I ended up with a few misdemeanors on my record, all from the misguided notion that if there was something going wrong in my house that wasn’t godly, the DPD would help me straighten it out. Boy, was I wrong! And, they would usually charge me with misdemeanor assault. Never mind that they knew full well that I had not actually assaulted anyone.

At the same time, I began what was to be a cycle of episodes of homelessness. This was mainly because my wife and i had a dispute, and she’d ask me to leave, and i had no money at the time, and no where else to go. I remember the first time, when I did have a little money.  I had called the police, because we had a certain house guest, who had violated a cardinal rule of my house. When the police came, my wife sided with the guest. So, I had to go. I said, “Wait a minute. I pay the rent here. This person is a non-compliant guest. And, I have to leave?” Yep. So, I had to spend that night in a hotel. I was lucky that night. A few years later, I would be unemployed with no money. Then, I would have to spend the night out under the stars, or in a homeless shelter. I was in the back of a squad car in handcuffs one time early in those years, before I asked the crucial question to the officers. “This is not right,” I said. “Whenever I call you guys for help, you always arrest me.” The officer confessed, “Well, Mr. Diop, it may not be right. But, the judge has ruled that whenever we answer a domestic call, someone needs to leave to keep the situation from escalating. So, since the man is the strongest, the judge said, take him.” Like I said, I was a slow learner. I needed to have it spelled out to me like that.

 

During my episodes of homelessness, I both learned and personally experienced another great hidden truth. God sovereignly weaves our life’s missions and spiritual growth experiences seamlessly and quietly into the fabric of our personal lives, such that without the ability to see your life through God’s own eyes, the average onlooker does not have a clue as to what God is doing in your life. That’s why Jesus said, “Judge not according to the appearance” (John 7:240). That’s the mistake Job’s friends made. I was right there in my own skin, hearing the voice of God, and trying diligently to follow his every command. And, many was the time I had to ask myself with a perplexed mind and heavy heart, “What’s really goin’ on here?” My longest leg of homelessness lasted two full years. During that time I literally checked into every homeless shelter in the Dallas/ Fort Worth area. But, I was not just down on my luck. These were actually God-ordained missions. I had work to do among the persons experiencing homelessness: teaching, preaching, encouraging, helping, praying, witnessing, communing with them, going through hardship with them, and executing intermittent strategic prayer initiatives.

 

Before every episode, God would give me a title to that mission, an appropriate scripture passage, a Biblical paradigm, a theme song, and a mission payout. For example, one mission was called “White Siege.” The mission song was “Cat’s in the Cradle,” by Harry Chapin. One mission was called “Philadelphia Freedom,” and its theme song was the one by the same name by Elton John. One mission had as its scriptural prophetic paradigm, “Fire on the Mountains.” Looking casually at my life in Dallas, the popular conclusion might be, “What a train wreck!” And, if you held that opinion, you would be woefully wrong. The Lord had given me a specialty in what the Holy Spirit called the “U3 Ministries,” for: Urban, Underground, and Undercover Missions. At one point, I joined a church in the heart of downtown Dallas, and became a consultant and worker in their ministry to the homeless. I had learned the heart, hopes, and needs of the homeless very well. I had experienced their burdens and heartaches first-hand. Right before God told me to move back to Birmingham after 28 years, He told me I had earned my PhD, for: Perseverance, Help, and Deliverance.

 

From 1991 to 2008, in all, I was involved in about 20 or so encounters with the police, in none of which was I guilty of having committed a crime. Well, at least, nothing that was a crime on God’s books. My only crime was being a man trying to maintain standards of righteousness and true holiness in my house. Find that hard to believe? Well, let me tell you about the big one – the closest thing to a truly justified arrest. In December of 1991, I experienced a bout with mental illness. You may recall, that’s when I had this great, divine and fiery visitation. I had to take off work six full months on mental disability leave. When I returned to work, I found that the psychiatric drugs I was taking really interfered with my ability to fulfill my duties. So, I got off the medication so I could focus. Everything seemed to go just fine for six full months.

 

Then, I had what the doctors described as a massive bi-polar attack with psychotic features. The tragedy in this was, I was at home caring for my two small daughters at the time. One was two and a half years, and one, April Yadah, was only 11 weeks old. I was giving a bath to April when it struck. To make a long and sad story short, when I came to my right mind, I noticed that my little girl was having trouble breathing. So, I hurriedly called 911. She was taken to emergency. A couple days later, I was arrested on a charge of felony Injury to a Child. I was facing thirty-five years to life in prison. My bond was a quarter of a million dollars. My face and the sad story was plastered all over the evening news. I was eventually acquitted of those charges with a verdict of Not Guilty By Reason of Insanity, and placed on an involuntary commitment to a State Mental Hospital for treatment, therapy, and evaluation. But, my odyssey was to last almost six years, in which time I was repeatedly shuttled back and forth between the state hospitals and the county jail. In this, my civil rights were repeatedly violated. I was no longer a suspect nor convict, but only a patient. Yet they issued bogus bench warrants and hauled me back to jail every time I had a doctor’s appointment with a court appointed forensic mental health expert. Who ever heard of having to go to jail, just because you have a doctor’s appointment?

Needless to say, this whole thing was a very devastating and trying experience for me and my family. A few days after the beginning of the incident and my arrest, April passed away. She expired in the hospital in my wife’s arms. My wife and family buried April. I could not attend the funeral, being in jail. For a while, I could not believe this was happening to me. I asked the proverbial “Why?” a thousand times. It was a total Twilight Zone experience. In jail, I cried for a whole week. After the seventh day, the Lord spoke to me, and changed my spirit of mourning to a sober attentiveness. He had some serious work for me to do, witnessing and ministering to my fellow inmates. And, this would be my preoccupation for the next number of years, until my release.

 

I was very busy for the Lord. I started my first church in the County Jail as an inmate. Every soul that came into my tank had the claims of Christ’s gospel presented to them. At one point, 20 out of the 24 men in my tank belonged to my church. It was glorious. We had worship service six days a week. Every evening after chow we had the floor rocking with the glad songs of praise. I was their live-in pastor and spiritual mentor. I had a vibrant jail ministry, and it was an “inside job.” Those men could not have possibly shown me any more honor than if I had stepped into the tank as a visitor wearing a clergy collar and minister’s garb. But, there I stood among them wearing the common white, jail jumpsuit just like them with big, bold, black lettering on the back, which read “Dallas County Jail.” But, that did not stop God’s anointing in my life. And, men were steadily being saved, redeemed, built up, and delivered. My hospital experiences involved a lot of leading Bible studies and disciple-making also. So, the sum of my time in Dallas is this:

 

I am a living witness that God is God, and that He is God all by himself. It is God who stands behind all the scenes of life: commanding, controlling, orchestrating, resolving, and directing ALL things for his glory and for our good. I have seen, like the old saints used to say, that He will be “a doctor in a sickroom, and a lawyer in a courtroom,” and “He WILL make your enemies your footstool.”

 

This was my personal and customized version of “great tribulation.” The scripture says, “Call upon me in the day of trouble. I will deliver you, and you will glorify me” (Psalm 50:15). But, you need to call upon the Lord BEFORE any such troubles come, because the scripture also says,

 

23 Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my Spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you. 24 Because I have called, and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no one regarded… 26 I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when your fear cometh; 28 Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer; they shall seek me early, but they shall not find me. Proverbs 1:23-24, 26, 28

 

If you know that now is a good time for you to call on the Lord, if you see the signs of the times, heralding the coming of the end, then please pray the following prayer:

 

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now and receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you want me to be. Amen.

Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulations! And welcome to the family.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

Lord Jesus, please forgive me for not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

 

 

 

 

 

 

Episode 2. My Revelation Visitation; Out of the Fire!!! (The Prequel)

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Copyright © 2016 by Joseph Diop

It was the last day that I was to spend in the guest bedroom of my friend’s house. In that springtime of 1988, I was about to have an antecedent, awesome visitation. It was an all-out, no-holds-barred, physical confrontation with Satan the devil himself. Mono a mono – me against him. We met in the middle of a ring, just like the wrestlers at a WWF event. We squared off against one another. For a moment, circling each other in the middle of the ring, just like the professional wrestlers do. Then, we clasped arms – face to face, shoulder to shoulder, ready for the smack-down, throw-down, main event. And, as if by some fateful script, we each said on queue and simultaneously to one another, “Woe to you!” It was on!! My faith against the devil’s power unleashed. Who would win the day???

Before I proceed with the visitation, let me digress for a moment. I have to share a childhood prayer with you. I was about eight years old at the time. My father had established a practice of reading to me from a family Bible that contained lots of pictures. These depicted some the Bible’s greatest stories with the most epic showdowns of men of faith, like David facing Goliath, and Daniel in the lions’ den, and Moses with the children of Israel at the Red Sea. There were lots and lots of pictures, even Jesus with his disciples during a couple of his most notable healings and miracles. These stories and pictures totally captured my imagination. As a result, at that early age, these men of God had become my personal heroes. So, what was I to do but pray a prayer to request admission to Jesus’ faith academy. I desperately wanted to be like all those men I had heard about. So, in my innocence, I submitted a prayer to be accepted as a disciple, so that I could become just like them. That childhood prayer went something like the following.

Mr. Jesus, what a joy and an honor it would be, if you would accept me into your school of disciples. They always proved to be the greatest, the wisest, and the most courageous and awesome people in the whole-wide world. I’d be willing to do anything to get into that number, including being subjected to the rigorous tests of your servant, Job. Please, sir, would you accept me into your next class? I can’t imagine the kind of man I would turn out to be, if you accepted me. Amen.

(At this point in my life, no one had thought to warn me, “Be careful what you ask God for, because you just might get it.” (Fast forward to 1988 and my wrestling match with the devil. So now, here I was; just about to be thrust into the trial of my life, FOR my life.)

So, after having said our criss-crossing “Woe to you!” the devil then by his power rolled me up in his hands like a big ball, about the size of a basketball. And, as if on a cartoon, the only physical features you could still make out were my eyes. I then let out a loud “Help!” Then, the sweet Christian lady who was my hostess, in the visitation, glided into the room with the grace of an angel. But, the only thing she could do was look on. Now, the Lord himself was present in this visitation, looking on from the side of the ring, the only present spectator. Watching the whole time, He had been completely silent – an almost unnoticeable presence. When I saw that my hostess could not help me, then I became resigned to my fate. So, to God I uttered these words, “Well Lord, I’m glad this is happening to me, rather than to my sister here, because if it was happening to her, I don’t think that I could take it.”

Apparently, those were magic words. Because, as soon as I had uttered them, the Lord rebuked the devil. Satan immediately released me, and fled the scene. Then, my body started unfurling like an accordion back to normal configuration. Starting from the head downward, I rolled gradually back to my normal, healthy human form, until I was completely restored. Then, the visitation ended, and I began trying to process what had just happened. After meditating on this for a while, I thought that had been a divine recap of my first couple months in Dallas, Texas, since I had encountered quite a bit of tribulation trying to get transplanted. I had even spent some time being homeless, resorting to the Salvation Army lodge for shelter. I had been ostracized by some of the citizens who could not identify with the level of faith I was sojourning with. Even some so-called Christian brothers had given me a hard time. And this particular day, I was scheduled to move into an apartment of my own – my first private residence in Dallas. Surely, my big troubles were all behind me. Wistful thinking! Little did I know that in a few short years, I was going to have that fateful showdown with the devil play out in real life, on the plain of actual flesh-and-blood events, with the whole world looking on. And, that meeting would comprise my Job-like trial. Then, I would draw the dreaded card which reads, “Go to jail. Go directly to jail. Do not pass “Go.” Do not collect $200.00.”

To Be Continued

Are you ready to meet God? Or, how about this question instead. Are you ready to have a personal showdown with Satan? That day is coming soon, my friend. It’s coming to everyone. As the scripture says, “10The hour of trial [is coming], which shall come upon the whole world, to test those who dwell on the earth. 11“Behold, I am coming quickly!” (Rev 3:10,11 NKJV). There’s not any time to spare to get prepared. If you know you’re in that “whole world” crowd, who have that divine woeful appointment, then don’t delay to pray the following prayer.

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now and receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you want me to be. Amen.

Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulations! And welcome to the family.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

If you are already a Christian, but are in need of repentance and rededication, then pray this prayer,

Lord Jesus, please forgive me for not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

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Episode 1. My Revelation Visitation; or, Out of the Fire!!!

Copyright © 2015 by Joseph Diop

 
Absolutely mind-rending!!! I would have to spend a little time in the mental hospital after this. The Lord said, “It’s going to take you about five (5) months to get back to normal.” That’s what God said to me following a divine visitation that I experienced in December of 1991. And, after you read this brief account of that visitation, you’ll understand why. Before now, I have never shared this experience with anyone other than my immediate family members. But, the Lord said to me, “Now is the time!!!”

I awakened to consciousness and self-awareness in a very dark place, like waking out of sleep in the middle of the night, in a room with no windows. I was alone. I was aware of being surrounded by heat. The heat was pervasive, but it did not make me feel uncomfortable. Then, in front of me, at a distance, light began slowly to emerge. It first appeared as a brilliant, narrow, horizontal strip, spanning my field of vision. It began to expand, downwards and upwards. As the lighted area increased, I could see the heat in it. It was being manifest as dancing waves, like sunshine rising from hot pavement, making the light appear to be fluid. The light also had a kind of thickness to it, which reminded me of the concept of plasma that I learned about in college physics — pure electromagnetic energy, like white lightning.

Then, I looked. And suddenly, I saw across the threshold of the darkness into the light, a person. It was the Lord Jesus Christ. He was standing upon a luminous orb of this plasma. His feet were resting firmly on it. The radius of the orb was about one-third of His height. And, He appeared to be the size of a normal man.

We fixed eyes on each other.  Turning His head, He directed my attention over and away to see the wonder of what He had just created. It was the pristine planet earth — oceans blue and beautiful — spinning in place, and suspended in a sea of the darkness of space. As I beheld, I realized that somehow I was in orbit far above the planet, watching it rotating beneath me. It was spinning in my direction, in a counter-clockwise fashion. I saw all the oceans and land masses. I recognized all the continents in their places. It was so beautiful.

I just watched the breathtaking sight for a minute or two, before realizing that I had started feeling intense heat. Only then, did I discover that I was in orbit without any vehicle to carry and cover me. I was enclosed in nothing but my body of flesh, gliding on the wings of the Holy Spirit. I was now feeling the friction of the earth’s atmosphere. And boy, was the heat ever getting to me !  So, I cried out to the Lord, “The heat!  I can’t stand it! I can’t stand it any more!!”

Suddenly, I was transported from flight, and found myself back in my room, lying on my back on my bed. At that instant, I realized that I had been in a visitation with the Lord God of creation, and had seen a vision of the Most High. It was a waking visitation, not a mere dream. And, for a reason unexplained, I lifted up my voice to the Lord then and said, “But, I still want to see Jesus !”  Instantly, I was beamed back into my orbit above the earth, and saw it spinning again towards me. This second time, there was an additional feature to my vision. One by one, I saw the famous, historical, covenant sons of God.

First, I saw Adam emerge from the left, from the darkness of space, descending to the earth, and landing in his time and place in history. Next, I saw Noah. He descended to his time and place in history. Then, I saw Abraham. After him, I saw Moses, then David, then John the Baptist, then Jesus. After Jesus, I also saw the apostle Peter. Each man in turn had emerged from the darkness of space, and landed in his own time and place in history. I was a bit puzzled, though. I had expressly asked to see Jesus, but I was also shown, apparently without any differentiation, the seven other Biblical personalities, as well.

Again, I started feeling the heat. It got so hot, that I complained once again, “It’s too hot! I can’t stand it !!” Once again, I found myself instantly back in my flesh-and-blood body in my bedroom. I felt seriously dazed and disoriented by the experience. Though I was back now in my body, I was experientially in some kind of twilight zone — as it were, floating between two worlds. In this place, somehow, somewhere along the way, I felt that I had been abandoned by God — forsaken. I felt absolutely friendless. Looking out through the sliding-glass door across the room, all I could see was nameless faces of people sneering at me. They peered in at me with disdain. I was being utterly ostracized, humiliated, and rejected. They held me in contempt. I felt like dung. My Bible was lying next to me on the bed. I took it in hand, and tossed it toward the foot of the bed, hoping that it landed on the floor. Then, I said, “That Bible got me in this mess!”

As I lay there, I could feel the after-effects of the great heat. I felt the very fluids inside my head boiling. I could see and smell the gases from that boiling coming out of my nostrils. I could tell that my state of mind and emotions also had been negatively affected, inasmuch as my normal self-expression was exaggerated. I felt slightly off — call it “manic.” I wondered how long this would last. Then, the Lord spoke to me and said, “It’s going to take about five months for you to get back to normal.”

After subsequent consideration, I realized that the dark place in which I originally awakened was the mouth of God Almighty. I had been allowed to be a witness to the beginning — the very Genesis 1:1 beginning — when God first opened His mouth and spoke the world into existence. The luminous, heat-filled plasma that I had seen was the Word of God. The orb underneath Jesus’ feet also was the Word, out of which He created the universe, including planet earth. The intense heat was God’s very person. The scriptures tell us, “Our God is a consuming fire” (Deut 4:24; Heb 12:29). Thus, my visitation with Him involved the experience of that sweltering, hot environment. The heat that I experienced in the atmosphere above the earth bespeaks the trial, tribulation, and persecution that we must experience in the world as we grow in the Lord and sojourn through this life. The word tells us, “Through much tribulation we must enter the kingdom of God” (Acts 14:22). And, “All who will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution” (2Tim 3:12). The anointed men of God I had seen were the pillars and axes upon which the very dispensations of history and divine purpose had been established.

There is much more to be expounded from this visitation, which will perhaps be unfolded later. Sufficient for now, is what is contained in this first rendition of that account.

Are you ready for the Lord’s coming?  The Bible says, “For our God is a consuming fire”  (Heb 12:29; Deut 4:24, 9:3). Every single soul must pass through the fire. Will you be refined and saved, or will you be burned and lost???  (Heb 12:18-29). Now is the time for you to make sure. It only takes a humble heart’s prayer to make that eternal difference, my friend. So, if you want to be ready, then take a moment to pray the following, simple suggested prayer.

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now and receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you want me to be. Amen.

Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulations! And welcome to the family.

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If you are already a Christian, but are in need of repentance and rededication, then pray this prayer,

Lord Jesus, please forgive me for not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

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5-4-21-2016

Are You Smarter Than… A Babe?  Our Elementary Conceptions About God

Copyright © 2015 by Joseph Diop
There’s a hit show on Fox Network television, called “Are You Smarter Than a 5th Grader?” The show, hosted by Jeff Foxworthy, actually pits elementary-school kids against adults in a showdown of knowledge for a grand prize of a million dollars. Concerning the adults who excel on the show, Foxworthy says, “Even if you get it right, you’re answering questions eight-year-olds answer, so you can’t get too puffed up about that.”

Now, the success of this show speaks to a very real and vital truth in the Christian faith:

Our successful negotiation of the advanced levels of Christian growth and development depend heavily upon the retention of correct concepts (called ‘precepts’ or “first principles”) which we should have learned in our spiritual childhood.

As adult Christians, the way that we talk about God and the things of God, betray the way we actually serve God and think about Him. The words and phrases that we use in our spiritual vocabulary are indeed expressive of the manner of service that we give. It is a sad fact, our doctrine is unsound, and so is our speech. Paul said,

For the time will come when they will not endure SOUND doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables. 2 Timothy 4:3-4

In the passage above, the word ‘SOUND’ means, arising out of and unto the truth. Some unsound doctrine arises from the word of false teachers, from a deliberate attempt to mislead and deceive us. Some unsound doctrine, however, is simply carried over from our days as spiritual babes, when our understanding was still tender and immature. It is the latter that I will focus on here. We had many oversimplified concepts then, and should have grown to be able to handle the intricacies and complexities of the faith. As Paul also said,

For though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you again the first principles of the oracles of God; and you have come to need milk and not solid food. For everyone who partakes only of milk is unskilled in the word of righteousness, for he is a babe. Hebrews 5:12-13

You see, getting saved is very simple. All you have to do is repent and believe. On the other hand, understanding the Christian faith is a very complex affair. Or, as one Christian poet once wrote,

The only thing you’ll ever need is the first thing you received.But, the last thing you will understand is the first thing you believed.

One apostle, Peter, once spoke about the writings of another apostle, Paul, in this way,

…our beloved brother Paul also according to the wisdom given unto him has written unto you; as also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they that are unlearned and unstable [TWIST], as they do also the other scriptures, unto their own destruction.   2 Peter 3:15-16

So, when one full-fledged apostle refers to the writings of another apostle as “hard to be understood,” then what can we say in truth but, “We have a very complex religion on our hands.” Any other conclusion is unlearned, naive, misleading, and downright dishonest. And, not coming to a right understanding can do great damage to our souls. Even as Peter just said, it can even eventually lead us to ‘destruction’ (vs 16). So, by all means like they say, “DON’T GET IT TWISTED!!”

Please allow me then, to address some very common expressions that are a carryover from our spiritual infancy that are very problematic and need to be corrected. There are four spiritual concepts, which if not correctly understood, lend to errors in understanding and behavior. These concepts are nothing more than ways of representing the person, the power, the presence, the operation and the manifestation of Jehovah God.

“Jehovah” is the more widely used Latinized version of Yahweh. And, the name “Yahweh” is the personal, formal, specific, and proper Hebrew name of God. The name Yahweh does not appear in the Bible. Jehovah appears in the King James Version (KJV) about a half-dozen times. The concepts and terms at issue are:

  1. The Holy Ghost/Spirit is… Jehovah God wholly localized in the world.
  1. The Anointing is… Jehovah God present with power with a servant.

     3.  The Gifts of the Spirit are…           Jehovah God operating in a servant in characteristic and            supernatural ways.

  1. The Fruit of the Spirit are… Jehovah God manifest in a servant, by His attributes (identifying traits) evident in the human character.

We must cease talking about the Spirit/ Anointing/ Gifts/ Fruit as if they were tools or some kind of merit badges — things belonging to our flesh. They are not sacred objects or relics lent to us, nor are they prizes hung upon our person. These terms are simply ways in which we, using words from scripture, designate that the Father, Jehovah God, is present and operating within us.

Even though we say that God has taught us better, the Holy Spirit is still spoken of by us as if He were an ‘it’ — like an impersonal force that undergirds our work for the Lord. This is what Jehovah’s Witnesses believe. It is sad and unfortunate that our doctrine is no more sound than that of a cult. The anointing is definitely spoken of as an ‘it’ that we can count on to “get the job done.”  Pitiful! The gifts of the Spirit are ‘they’ in our language — these ‘endowments’ that give us supernatural abilities. Wrong! And, the fruit of the Spirit are also ‘they’ in our daily usage — these earmarks that show that we are “making progress” in “our” spiritual growth and development. That is an erroneous and unfortunate understanding also. Ultimately, we disassemble and compartmentalize God, until He appears to be nothing more than objects we can manipulate to suit our own will and pleasure. Thereby, we also intercept the glory belonging to him.

If this is at all the way that you think of and speak about these, then my friend, you’ve been spiritually stunted, dwarfed, hoodwinked, and bamboozled. And, until you realize and profess the truth, you will be stalled in your spiritual growth and development.

We ought to understand once and for all that the term ‘Holy’ in “Holy Spirit” simply identifies the spirit in question as our Father, Jehovah God. And, that holiness denoted in the word ‘Holy’ differentiates, distinguishes, and separates God from every other spirit in the world. Holiness is God’s unique signature. It is the sum effect of all his other attributes combined. It entails and encompasses His love, mercy, grace, longsuffering, goodness, truth, faithfulness, readiness to forgive, and His righteous judgment.

God alone is holy. In the book of Revelation, when they worship God they cry, “Holy, holy, holy.” They never cry out any other single attribute. For example, they never cry, “Love, love, love.” Nor do they ever say, “Mercy, mercy, mercy.” So, when you say ‘Holy,’ you’ve just identified Jehovah God, and you’ve said it all.  So, the holy in “Holy Spirit” is that special, great distinctive that sets Him apart from every creature in the world. And so, when that ‘Holy’ spirit shows up, Jehovah God has shown up. Calling Him the Holy Spirit is just another way of saying, “This spirit is none other than Jehovah God the Father himself.”

Likewise, with “the anointing” we should be clear what we are referring to, or rather it would be more proper to say, “WHOM we are referring to.” “The anointing” designates that God has wholly “come upon a servant,” and thus He himself guarantees that His purpose at work in that servant will succeed. God cannot possibly fail, nor can He fall short of fulfilling His own will. Thus, to say that someone is anointed, means that Jehovah God himself is using them and is fully active in them to accomplish His purpose and to do His work.

In the Old Testament, it was the custom of God to anoint his chosen leaders. For example, the judge Gideon and the prophet Zechariah were both anointed. Of Gideon the scripture says, “And the Spirit of the LORD clothed himself in Gideon…” Likewise, the scripture also says, “And the Spirit of the LORD clothed himself in Zechariah… (Judges 6:34; 2Chron 24:20, Jubilee Bible 2000). This is a faithful rendering. In other words, God assumed their identity. Or, it would be equally correct to say, God subsumed their personality, or God consumed their persona with His own. And thus, it is in all cases of anointing. Literally, God “clothes Himself” with us, and so uses us for His own indomitable will and purpose. In this way, we truly become living ‘images’ and ‘likenesses’ of God (Gen 1:26-27), and His work in us is guaranteed.

So too, it’s also true with the gifts and fruit of the Spirit. It is God making Himself known in the ways He characteristically and supernaturally operates in us through “spiritual gifts.”  And, it is God who manifests Himself by His own divine character traits in the “fruit of the Spirit” He produces in us. Christ is the Vine. We are but branches, Jesus said (John 15:1-5). But the heavenly Father, Jehovah God, is the One who is evidenced by the fruit that is produced. We can no more gloat, glory, nor take credit for what is being produced in us, any more than a branch can take credit for the fruit produced on it.

We must come to know that WE are the tools, being servants of God. We are the ones being used, not God. God is running the show — not us. He is the One showing up, producing the results, operating the servants, performing supernatural deeds, and manifesting divine character, unto His own glory. It’s all about Him. In fact, IT IS all Him. As the word declares,

For of him, and through him, and to him, are all things: to whom be glory forever. Amen. Romans 11:36

Now we must come to terms with the idea of being God’s tools, and being used by Him. If God is the one handling and using us, then there is no shame in that, but only honor, and glory, and life. After all, do we not customarily say, “I want to be used by God”?

We must come to understand and speak of these designations for what they are — manifestations of God our Heavenly Father — not as things at our disposal that we use to “glorify God.” We got this whole thing inverted — backwards, upside down, and inside out.  No!  The cart is not pulling the horse!  And, God is not subject to our use of Him. We are the ones who are subject to His use of us.

He is the Lord. We are the servants. He is our Commander. We take orders from Him. He is the Head, the Worker, the Life, and the Power. We are only the subjects, the tools, the mediums, and the instruments. Don’t “GET IT TWISTED.”

He is the Godhead. We are the Godhood. The Lord explains Godhead-Godhood as being ‘One.’

“That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me. And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one: I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one…”   John 17:21-23

We, who are in Christ, should no longer speak about anything having anything to do with our service to God as though it were a self-willed private enterprise. Because God is living in us — dwelling in our very bodies — in everything we do and experience, God is cohabitating. Because God is our wisdom, in every decision we make, God is deliberating. Because God is our head in all respects, in everything that concerns us, God is cooperating with us and we with Him. Cohabitating, deliberating, cooperating — with God as both our head and our very life, it is not only true that God is WITH us, but we are IN God. It is supremely true with us, that it is God proceeding and succeeding in us in all that we do. Glory to His name. Amen.

So, in terms of our language and understanding, this is the truth and should be the sum:

Christ is all, and in all.   (Col 3:11)

Our present understandings are very primitive and unworthy of God. They depersonalize God and diminish His glory. They lead to the perpetuation of much pride and prejudice, not to speak of the persistence of errors in doctrine.  In 1Cor 14:20 the word says,

Brethren, be not children in understanding: howbeit in malice be ye children, but in understanding be men.  Selah.

Now, do these things make sense to you? Are they even remotely relevant to your life and experience, or are you on the outside looking in? If these things sound foreign to you, and you can’t relate, then the bad news is, “My friend, you are not yet even born-again. You are yet outside the life, covenant, and promises of God.”  Now, the good news is, you can remedy this predicament by inviting Christ into your life right here and right now. And, if you are ready and willing to do that, then please pray the following suggested prayer.

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now and receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you want me to be. Amen.

Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulations! And welcome to the family.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

If you are already a Christian, but are in need of repentance and rededication, then pray this prayer,

Lord Jesus, please forgive me for not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

For 24-hour prayer and for help finding a church, call 1-888-731-1000

9.16.2015

Best and Worst: The Whole World in His Hands

 

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By Joseph Diop

Copyright © 2015 by Joseph Diop

Who’s running the show, really — the show we call life? Is the sovereign God like a benevolent dictator? Does He move men around the board of life like pawns? Or, does man’s free will determine his destiny? Who would win in an arm wrestling contest? Silly question, huh. But, the answers to these questions occupy two whole formal schools of thought in the religious world. I am going to try to make it simple.

This is a commentary on the second of man’s two biggest problems, the first being human nature. I deal with that in my previous blog, “The Man in the Mirror: Spiritual Anthropology for Dummies.” Actually, this may not be a problem at all, depending on how you look at it. If you don’t mind being used by God, then this is just an overview of the human condition. This article postulates that we are not anything, until God makes something of us, for better or worse. And oddly enough, this awareness brings us to the doorstep of a perfect faith.

The Bible tells us that man is nothing more than a lump of clay in God’s almighty hands. At best, human nature is nothing in and of itself. It is weak, vain, helpless, blind, and completely powerless. Jesus said,

The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak” (Mark 14:38).   And,

“I can of mine own self do nothing” (John 5:30).

Those are not the words of a mighty Messiah displaying false modesty. Contrary to all our assumptions, Jesus is not just humbly underplaying his abilities. Jesus never said one untrue word in His whole life. For, he is the truth personified (Jn 14:6). No! Jesus is simply accurately reflecting the limitations of the human condition. And, Jesus was a full-fledged human being. The apostle Paul used slightly different words, adding up to the same thing. He said, “If a man thinks himself to be something, when HE IS NOTHING, he deceives himself” (Galatians 6:3).  Whether it’s Paul saying it, or the Lord Jesus Christ himself, man is in fact an impotent ‘nothing,’ at best.

At worst, human nature is utterly evil, completely lawless, chronically rebellious, and absolutely delusional.

When Jesus walked the earth, the Bible says that He knew man’s evil, fickle, unstable, and unreliable nature. He knew not to trust in man, nor partner with him. The scripture says,

Now when He was in Jerusalem at the Passover, during the feast, many believed in His name when they saw the signs which He did. But Jesus did not commit Himself to them, because He knew all men, and had no need that anyone should testify of man, for He knew what was in man.  John 2:23-25

Paul takes the time to actually outline and itemize just how totally depraved human nature actually is. Listen carefully.

What then? Are we better than they? No, in no wise: for we have before proved… that they are all under sin; As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understands, there is none that seeks after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that does good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulcher; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes. Now we know that… every mouth [will] be stopped, and all the world [will] become guilty before God. Romans 3:9-19 (brackets mine)

If we believed and accepted what these verses say, then we would know that human nature is utterly hopeless, and we would completely give up on it. That includes every program of self-improvement. We would end all personal resolutions for betterment. That’s exactly what we should do. That’s precisely what the doctrine of the cross demands. Then, we would cast ourselves completely on the grace of God that is in Christ Jesus, and entrust ourselves entirely to the operation of the Holy Spirit. Moreover, we would give much slack to others and their faults.

Ultimately and truly, a man can make nothing more and nothing other of himself than what God Himself chooses to make of him. That’s precisely what the scripture declares when it says,

Romans 9:10-23

And not only this, but when Rebecca also had conceived by one man, even by our father Isaac for the children not yet being born, nor having done any good or evil, that the purpose of God according to election might stand, not of works but of Him who calls, it was said to her, “The older shall serve the younger.” As it is written, “Jacob I have loved, but Esau I have hated.” What shall we say then? Is there unrighteousness with God? Certainly not! For He says to Moses, “I will have mercy on whomever I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whomever I will have compassion.” So then it is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs, but of God who shows mercy. For the Scripture says to the Pharaoh, “For this very purpose I have raised you up, that I may show My power in you, and that My name may be declared in all the earth.” Therefore He has mercy on whom He wills, and whom He wills He hardens. You will say to me then, “Why does He still find fault? For who has resisted His will?” But indeed, O man, who are you to reply against God? Will the thing formed say to him who formed it, “Why have you made me like this?” Does not the potter have power over the clay, from the same lump to make one vessel for honor and another for dishonor? What if God, wanting to show His wrath and to make His power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath prepared for destruction, and that He might make known the riches of His glory on the vessels of mercy, which He had prepared beforehand for glory.

That should settle it. Esau had no choice but to be Esau, the profane (Heb 12:16). Jacob had no choice but to be Jacob, God’s elect. Moses had no choice but to be Moses — the blessed and revered prophet of God.  And, Pharaoh had no choice but to be Pharaoh — an example of God’s indignation and judgment. But human nature just can’t stand to hear those words. That’s because, man in his pride, stubbornness, and delusion simply refuses to believe that his fate is not in his own hands. Against all truth, man insists on believing that he is in complete control of his own life. “I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul,” declares the famous poem, Invictus.

Years ago, there was a famous song sung by the renowned Frank Sinatra, called “My Way.” That song expressed the typical thoughts of fallen man. Since then, there have been 10,000 others echoing the exact same sentiments. Sinatra used these words,

I planned each charted course

Each careful step along the way

And more, much more than this

I did it my way

For what is a man, what has he got

If not himself, then he has naught

To say the things he truly feels

And not the words of one who kneels

The record shows I took the blows

And did it my way

Let the record show that man does have free will. However, man is answerable to God for every choice that he makes and every deed that he does. But, man himself does not and cannot decide what he becomes. Ultimately, man’s freedom of choice only extends to whether he decides to say ‘Yes’ to God, or whether to say ‘No’ to God. Repentance means that man retracts his default choice of answering God with ‘No,’ and surrenders to flip the switch of his heart to the ‘Yes’ position. Those are the only two things man can really choose — the only choice substantially and eternally that matters.

Man chooses his master. He selects God, if he answers ‘Yes.’ But, he’s stuck with Satan for a master, if he tells God “No.”  So, man can pick his master, but God alone determines his destiny. It’s the heart and hands of the great Potter that decide what manner of vessel a man turns out to be — one of the best, or one of the worst. In and out of himself, man is a big nothing. The word says,

And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and [God] doeth according to His will… among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay his hand, or say unto him, What doest thou? Dan 4:35.

And, in Isaiah 40:22-23 NIV, it says:

He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth, and its people are like grasshoppers… He brings princes to naught and reduces the rulers of this world to nothing.

Yet, man has the potential — yes rather, the very design specification — to become a living, custom-fit garment for God Almighty (Gen 1:26-27). For example, the word says, simultaneously:

Know that the Lord hath set apart him that is godly for himself… Psalm 4:3

“And the Spirit of the LORD clothed himself in Gideon…” Likewise, the scripture also says, “And the Spirit of the LORD clothed himself in Zechariah… (Judges 6:34; 2Chron 24:20, Jubilee Bible 2000).

At the same time, the word equally declares:

The Lord hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil. Proverbs 16:4

Man always objects to the idea that God is in complete control of his life. “That’s so unfair,” man always retorts. “We don’t have any real choice as to what we become, yet we get judged for what we do.” Well, let me be the one to break it to you, Grasshopper. That’s just how God’s world works. Man universally and naturally starts out being evil; therefore, judgment is an absolutely essential element of life. Otherwise, the most evil people would prey upon other people until they were all consumed. And, a man’s works (and that includes the exercise of his free will) are the basis of his judgment. As the word says,

But if our unrighteousness commend the righteousness of God, what shall we say? Is God unrighteous who taketh vengeance? I speak as a man. God forbid: for then how shall God judge the world? Romans 3:5-6

God is God — sovereign, eternal, and almighty. Man is man — weak, frail, and finite. And, the final disposition of a man’s life is God’s private province and sole discretion. Protest though he may, man DOES NOT get a vote on how the system works. It is what it is. What else can I tell you? We have no choice in the matter, but to take it and work it as is. All man can do is be advised, fear God, deal with it, and govern himself accordingly. As a friend of mine used to say, “It’s hard, but it’s fair.”

You may be objecting at this point, “Hey, we’re not automatons. And, God does not deal with us as robots, but as his children.”

Let me be even clearer. In John 15:16 Jesus said,

Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit…

Do you believe the Lord when he said “Ye have NOT CHOSEN ME”? He never lies. He can only tell the truth, because He is the truth (Jn 14:6). He could never have looked ahead in history and seen anyone choose Him, for again the word says:

There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understands, there is none that seeks after God… There is none that does good, no not one… There is no fear of God before their eyes.  Romans 3:10-12,18

That’s human nature. And, you and I, and all others are human beings. So, even what APPEARS to be a wise choice on our part is actually not our own decision. God is the one who made the choice that we would be his. So, He put into our hearts by his Spirit the deciding influence to make the right decision. That’s called G-R-A-C-E (the grace of God).

Does this make us robots? No, because robots are not human beings; they are not sentient, self-aware, essentially-intelligent beings. They can’t manage the simplest task, unless you pre-program them first. But nevertheless, we are subject to the programming of the Most High. In lieu of the digital programming of robots, God feeds us His will by his Spirit, directly into our spirits. And so, we feel a liberty in our decision making, as was noted: “not as robots, but AS HIS CHILDREN.” As the word also says,

“And where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty”  (2 Corinthians 3:17).  In other words, where the Spirit of God is, there is a wonderful sense of freedom.

And, different from robots, we can be eternally thankful to be programmed the way we are. And unlike robots, we can respond to our Programmer with true love, honor, thanks, praise, and worship. And, those are the joys of the heavenly Father and his children.

Or, as the word describes this living and advance programming it in another place,

Ephesians 1:4-6

According as he hath chosen us in him BEFORE the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: Having PREDESTINATED us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of HIS WILL, To the praise of the glory of his GRACE, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved.

You see, God leaves absolutely nothing to chance. God simply has to intervene on our behalf ahead of our human nature and divinely incline us to respond positively to Himself. Left to our own devices, we would ALL be on our merry way to hell. But instead, our names were written in the Lamb’s book of life BEFORE the foundation of the world (Rev 13:8; 17:8), and our works were also predetermined by Him (Eph 2:10).

So then, Mr. Bigshot, what does this now tell you? It tells you that although you have thought that you were a “self-made man,” in reality, there is no such thing. Whatever you think that you have made of yourself, God owns the patent and the process. He supplies the material, He sets the mold, He gives the design specifications, and He presses out the final product.  It is He alone who makes men into whatever it pleases him in His divine purpose to make them. And, whatever the product quality, ultimately He gets the praise, or else He boldly declares, as President Harry Truman did, “The buck stops here.”

The Sum

The Spirit of Grace is God’s pre-programming that causes us to make right, godly choices and do godly things. At the root of the matter, grace is really a spirit from God. It is the spirit of infused desire and power to do God’s will.

“For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure.” Philippians 2:13

Theologians call that, “Prevenient Grace.”

And so, where does that leave us?  It leaves us with an overwhelming impulse to offer a thousand thousand thanks to God for our personal salvation. It leaves us with the incredible sense that we are co-winners of the great, cosmic lottery. The grand prize is eternal life for our sin-sick souls. And, it impels us to lift up unceasing Hallelujahs in acknowledgement of God’s amazing grace.

Now then, this brings us to the very threshold of a mighty and vibrant faith. Understanding that man is nothing, we now can see more clearly than ever that God is indeed everything. God is really God — the supreme being, the Almighty, the omnipotent, the omnipresent, and the omniscient One running the show. The old theologians used to call Him “the Unmoved Mover.” Unlike Dorothy and company discovered when they got to the emerald city of Oz, God is really the One behind all the scenes and curtains of life — commanding, controlling, orchestrating, resolving, and directing all things for His glory and for our good (Romans 8:28). God is pulling all the strings, throwing all the levers, and pushing all the buttons, in accordance with His own good will and purpose. And this is the key, the code-breaker, the cipher, and the “Rosetta Stone” to all prophetic mystery. Understanding this solves all the enigmas, conundrums, paradoxes, and riddles of the prophetic scriptures, including the book of Revelation. But, that’s another subject for another time.

So, what I am saying to you is simply this, “Your God reigns!” (Isa 52:7).  ‘Reign’ is defined as: “to exercise royal authority, dominion, or sway over.” In other words, to reign is to have CONTROL. To say then “Your God reigns” is to say, “God is in control.” Yes, we now know that He controls everything, even the fate of all men and all the events of history too.  As He boldly proclaims in Isaiah 45:7,

“I form the light, and create darkness; I make peace, and create evil; I, the Lord, do all these things.”

And, in Deuteronomy 32:39 He boasts,

“See now that I, even I, am He, and there is no god besides Me. I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal; neither is there any that can deliver out of My hand.”

God is sovereign over the universe. He rules supreme and absolute over the world and over everyone and everything in it, with no apologies. He is indeed the One and only One on the throne. In the original Greek language of the New Testament, the simple English meaning of the word for throne is “seat.” This provides us with the perfect acronym for thinking about the sovereign reign of our God. God sits on the highest seat;  SEAT. God is in “Supreme, Everlasting, Absolute, and Total” control.

With a much more complete view of God’s immediate and complete control over everything and everyone, it is much easier to believe that, “With God all things are possible” (Matt 19:26). Now, I myself do not claim to have absolutely perfect faith, but I do at least know that I am on the right track. With my trusty GPS, the spirit of understanding, I do know that this persuasion is the site from which all perfect faith must be launched. Having said this, let me give the final words to a man with much clearer vision and much more perfect faith than myself, Apostle Paul.

Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on… toward the goal for the prize… Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this [in] mind. Philippians 3:12-15 NKJV

Now, think about that.

Contemplating a God who has your whole life and destiny in His hands can be a scary thought. Well, it’s meant to be. Allow me to let the wisest man who ever lived, King Solomon, paint the picture for you.

13 Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man. 14 For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.  Ecclesiastes 12:13-14

So, the fear of God is a good thing. It can and will save your soul for eternity, if you let it. God commands our fear, and promises life to those who obey Him. Jesus therefore said, “Repent… and believe the gospel” (Mark 1:15). The prophet Isaiah said, “If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land: But if ye refuse and rebel, ye shall be devoured with the sword: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it” (Isaiah 1:19-20). So, what more can we say? Your decision here is of eternal consequence. So, if you are willing to comply, and are ready to invite the Lord Jesus Christ to be your personal Lord and Savior, then please pray the following prayer.

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now and receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you want me to be. Amen.

Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulations! And welcome to the family.

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If you are already a Christian, but are in need of repentance and rededication, then pray this prayer,

Lord Jesus, please forgive me not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

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The Man in the Mirror; or, Spiritual Anthropology for Dummies

By Joseph Diop

Copyright © 2015 by Joseph Diop

Sometimes, the Bible can seem a very challenging and complex book. And, it is a ready admission of that fact, when one apostle, Peter, describes the works of another apostle, Paul, by saying, “…in [his writings] are some things hard to be understood” (2Pet 3:16). But, one concept is so fundamentally important, that I am going to attempt to break it down to such simple and familiar terms, that even a child can understand it. That concept is something that each and every one of us deals with on a daily basis. And that is, our own human nature.

For if any one is a hearer of the word… he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a mirror.   James 1:23 ASV

The word of God is like a looking glass. It will allow us to see two things very clearly. It will give us a view of the glory of God, and it will also show us ourselves. In this way, it is like a crystal clear lens for seeing straight through to the Lord. And, it is also like a mirror which shows us exactly what we are like. In other words, it allows us to discover our own human nature.

The God we find in the word is ever increasing in glory. The discoveries we make about ourselves are also ever increasing in clarity. The God that we see through the word can only be described as ‘Awesome’ — glorious in holiness. But, what we are focusing on here today is the reflection of mankind that shows us ourselves.

What we uncover there about ourselves will not be flattering. As we see God’s unspeakable and wondrous perfections, we also see our human wretchedness. We begin to see ourselves in all of the faults, failures, foibles, foolishness, and faithlessness of the disciples of Jesus. We find ourselves being reproved with them at Capernaum for our petty ambitions (Mark 9:33-37; Luke 22:24-27).  We get checked in the Garden of Gethsemene with Peter for our presumptuousness (Matt 26:51-54). We get rebuked with them in Galilee for our unbelief (Matt 17:14-20). And again, we get blasted with them on the sea at the calming of the storm, for our fearfulness and faithlessness (Mark 4:40).

In fact, if we have an honest and good heart, we will discover that we are just like them in every way. We are all human beings, and we all share the common denominator of human nature. And, it is only human nature to be weak and to trend towards sin. We spiral downward, until we get caught in and sucked under by a whirlpool of iniquity (i.e., corrupt motives). But, thank God, “where sin abounds, grace does much more abound”  (Rom 5:20).

But, it is needful and good to be informed by this truth about ourselves.  This makes so much more of the gospel to make sense and become clear; such as, why our “old man” (our human nature) cannot be reformed or simply enrolled in a self-improvement program. It makes us understand why no mere, earthly “religion” alone can resolve our ills. No !!  Human nature itself must be totally annihilated, eradicated, and utterly destroyed. It is totally depraved — completely unsalvageable in and of itself. If we read God’s word with due meekness and honesty, then we must acknowledge that mankind is characterized only by vanity, lies, contrariness, nothingness, futility, weakness, foolishness, misery, delusion, and self destructiveness.

That is why, in the protocol of the gospel, God wisely and mercifully had our human nature crucified in the first place. And, we must learn to let that old man rest in peace (RIP) in the grave of our salvation, so that the new man (divine nature) can live in peace. We are often tempted to try to raise him again, and try to rehabilitate our self-image, but it is absolutely spiritually counterproductive to do so. Trying to resurrect that old man and dress him up is a quicksand proposition. That’s proverbially, like trying to make “a silk purse out of a sow’s ear.” It’s just is not possible.  Instead, through the cross, God promises to expunge our old human nature, and make us “partakers of the divine nature” (2Pet 1.4). Although, in the beginning, our new “divine nature” may seem as small and tender as “newborn babes” (1Pet 2.2).

Paul said, “For I know that in me that is, in my flesh, dwelleth no good thing” (Romans 7:18). What Paul calls “the flesh,” and “our old man,” we simply call today our “human nature.” “The flesh” equals our “old man” equals “human nature” equals, in effect, “self-image.”

Here are a few common names — Biblical and otherwise — by which we refer to our fallen humanity:

our “SELVES” (2Cor 1:9);

our “old man” (Rom 6:6);

the  “body of sin” (Rom 6:6);

our “flesh” (Rom 7:18);

our “carnal mind” (Rom 8:5-7);

the “bondage of corruption” (Rom 8:21);

the “fleshly mind,” or, “mind of the flesh”  (Col 2:18);

our “SELF conscience”;

our “id/ ego/ superego”;

our  “SELF  IMAGE”;

and my favorite, our “human nature” (Rom 7:25 AMP, GNT, ISV);

That fallen human nature was born at the fall of man in the Garden of Eden. As a matter of fact, it was conceived just before, when Eve decided to use her “free will” to try life on her own terms. The flesh — our very human nature — then, was conceived in rebellion, and is by nature strictly and essentially a creature of rebellion. As such, it is  constitutionally incapable of acting in a manner other than that which is diametrically opposed to the express will of God (Romans 7: 14-20). Scripture says,

“For the mind-set of the flesh [i.e., human nature] is hostile to God, because it does not submit itself to God’s law, for it is unable to do so” (Rom 8:7 HCSB, brackets mine).

Like the anecdotal story about grade school kids and the teacher who draws a line on the ground and tells them, “Now class, don’t come across this line.” They just can’t help themselves. They’ll inch up to that line, and put their toes right on it. And then, they’ll scoot forward till their feet triumphantly breaks the plane of that forbidden zone. They just can’t be happy until they’ve defied her commandment. This is human nature at its finest.

At the fall, Eve had wrongly imagined that she had some wisdom and goodness within herself, and needed not to submit to nor rely on God. This is what was intimated by her choice to opt for the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Whether she realized it then or not, that was a choice to try to live without God.

When the serpent had promised “your eyes shall be opened” (Gen 3:5), those were the eyes of our “SELF-consciousness” (that’s why they immediately discovered their own nakedness). Self-consciousness is NOT a good thing. That self-consciousness, or “the flesh” is that person in the mirror staring back at you, when you get dressed every day. That is the perfect external manifestation of the internal problem — our mind’s eyes are fixed on our selves.  And that self-image, which we cherish and obsess over so intently, is the very crux of all that is wrong with us.

We are like people trying to drive a car in reverse, steering by looking in the rear-view mirror. You would not expect to make it very far that way. We don’t look too good to ourselves. That’s why Adam and Eve clothed themselves with fig leaves.  So, we try to compensate by telling ourselves how great we are. We put on a delusional attitude – a very egotistical, conceited, and narcissistic state of mind. We imagine that all our success should be credited to us. We call ourselves, “a self-made man.” I heard a great man of God say one day, “Whenever you hear that, you can say to yourself, ‘Ahh! So, that explains the poor workmanship!’ ” Or, we become downright discouraged with ourselves and think less of ourselves than everybody else. This is a clinically depressed, self-denigrating, and low-self-esteem frame of mind. So, we look out among others to try to pattern ourselves after them. And, that’s also futile.  As the Word says, “But they measuring themselves by themselves, and comparing themselves among themselves, are not wise” (2Cor 10:12).

You see, before Eve ate that fruit, we had perfect God consciousness. Now we are blind to God, and instead are left to make our way through life with only our self conciousness. Our minds are now literally screwed on backwards. And, man’s first awareness in that regard is that we are completely naked, which is another way of saying that we are in big trouble, because we don’t have any natural glory, virtue, power, or wisdom of our own.

That “naked” man that they discovered is the self-centered, self-serving, self-absorbed, self-conscious, and occasionally self-righteousness person we normally refer to as ‘I.’  I like the way the character, Morpheus, explained it to the central character, Neo, in the movie, “The Matrix.” He called it “residual self-image.” I like that. That’s how we see ourselves in this matrix of a world. But, it’s not real. The world is indeed a matrix. It is a web, a network, a stage, a set-up, and an illusory environment that molds and shapes our perceptions with its falsehoods. Morpheus also described the matrix as, “…a prison for your mind.” These lines were not just entertainment. I believe they were divinely inspired, bespeaking truth about the human condition and this fallen world we live in. This world is indeed that matrix that holds us captive to the sinful fleshly nature, binds our way to wrongdoing, funnels our lifestyle towards ever-increasing corruption, and blinds our minds to real truth. And, it paints a false picture of self — a bloated, air-brushed, pride-worthy, and praiseworthy person — leaving us with an imaginary self that is grandiose and far from reality. It is that residual self-image, forged in sin, that we describe as ‘me,’ ‘I’, or ‘self.’

That self is an incurable sinner. It is he who haunts us and complicates our lives, even after we’ve repented and been born again. It literally causes a world of trouble, and must be washed away by the “washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Ghost” (Titus 3:5) — that is, by the processes of spiritual growth and development.

We must make distinction between the simple “human condition” (the state of Adam & Eve at creation) and the fallen human nature (their messed-up state after the fall).  And, there is an eternal difference between the imperfect, immature, and innocent members of “the new man” of the divine nature, and between the corruption-filled, dead-in-trespasses-and-sin individual of “the old man” of the common, rotten human nature. The former (new man), God through the cross was made “holy, and blameless, and above reproach in His sight…” (Col 1:22 NKJV).  Even after being born again, the latter (old man) still lives in and permeates the members of our inner being (soul) like black smoke from a raging forest fire. And oftentimes, the latter short-circuits and hamstrings the performance of the former, to our utter frustration. That’s why Paul said, “For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish” (Galatians 5:17 NKJV). “O wretched man that I am,” he laments. “Who shall deliver me?” he asks. Thank God he immediately comes back with the one and only answer, “I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord.” But concerning our old pesky human nature, he is immediately reminded once again, “So then, with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh [i.e., my human nature], the law of sin” (Rom 7:24,25; brackets mine).

Our self-image is the carry-over from the first transgression (“original sin”). It is the product and the very essence of sin. God gave us self-awareness. Simple self-awareness is pure and innocent. However, original sin gave us self-image, self-centeredness, and self-consciousness. At the new birth, the Holy Spirit gives us the mind of Christ, and begins restoring our Christ-image, our God-consciousness, and our God-centeredness. Faithful, diligent, and constant adherence to the processes of spiritual growth and development is what brings the restored mind to maturity and completeness.

After the universal fall of mankind in the Garden of Eden, the self is still futilely and hopelessly seeking its own glory and goodness. You see, Eve was convinced that she could cheat death by finding within herself some measure of goodness equal to that described by the ‘law’ (that code of goodness availed by the tree of the knowledge of good and evil).

For the first time, Eve was looking to her SELF and depending upon her SELF for that life-sustaining goodness. What she did not know was that the life she had experienced was never based on any customizable code of goodness, but simply on her connectedness to God. For God’s proper name, I AM (Exod 3:13,14), literally means (among other things) “VERY LIFE ITSELF.”  So, the very moment Eve opted to use her free will to make herself separate, independent, and apart from God, she disconnected herself from LIFE ITSELF.  God cannot lie. He had already told them, “…in the day you eat thereof, you shall surely die” (Gen 2:17).

And, quite literally, the rest is history. Since then, the story of man has been one abysmal tragedy of sin and divine judgment after another, with the one great light being the gospel story of Jesus Christ. In fact, the story of man became so completely bleak at one point, that the Bible says,

When the Lord saw that man’s wickedness was widespread on the earth and that every scheme his mind thought of was nothing but evil all the time, the Lord regretted that He had made man on the earth, and He was grieved in His heart. Then the Lord said, “I will wipe off from the face of the earth mankind, whom I created, together with the animals, creatures that crawl, and birds of the sky—for I REGRET that I made them.”   Gen 6:5-7

Is it just me, or have we not ALL universally proved that we just don’t get it?   The truth about mankind is indeed unsavory and nauseating — without question. But, we must embrace this as truth preferred.

The scriptures tell us repeatedly that we (that is, our human nature), were crucified to death, and buried with Christ when we became born-again. Thus, God declared our human nature garbage. Having been trashed,  we are not to look to it nor lean to it any more.

“Knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin.”  Romans 6:6

“I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me…” Galatians 2:20

Take the time to read the entire passages of Romans 6:1-7, Gal 2:20, Col 3:3, and Romans 3:10-19. There, you will see that God has judged human nature, declared it a lost cause, and has instead supplanted it, completely subsuming it with his son, Jesus Christ, the new man.

But the modern media worships the old man. It continually boosts the old man and promotes it. It will never let you forget about you — no, not for one second. Everything in the media glorifies and glamorizes the self-image. It will never let you forget that you should be working on YOU — serving you, securing you, blessing you, beautifying you, enriching you, promoting you, and enhancing you in every conceivable way. Thereby, they keep your mind enmeshed in sin.

Now then, our hearts and minds need to be renewed, because they often leave us thinking wrongful and delusional thoughts. We are, so to speak, stuck on stupid concerning this. We are always looking for some positive, redeeming qualities within OURSELVES; that is, within our individual human nature. We look for things to commend, to honor, and to prop up the flesh. We seek out reasons to keep the old man around. We stare, so to speak, in the mirror.

And, we are insulted to the hilt when others don’t commend us for what we see as our good and positive qualities, not realizing that God has judged and sentenced to death the whole package of rotten humanity. Here, we show that we yet fail to comprehend and appreciate the doctrine of the gospel — the crucifixion, death, and burial of the old man. If we did understand it, we would shout a thousand Hallelujahs.  If we only understood, then we would realize that we don’t need to find any good within ourselves. We only need to find God, and stay humbly connected to Him. As the scripture says,

“And this IS life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.”  John 17:3

The scripture tells us that our whole capacity to rightly assess our ‘selves’ is ruined. You see, that person in the mirror, with the eyes that are looking back at self, seeking for some glory, goodness, or strength within self, has spiritually blind eyes. Self seeking eyes, by nature, are always blind to spiritual reality. That’s because they are looking in the wrong direction — away from the light. They are looking back at self, when they should only be looking up and away to God and Christ, “The Light of the World” (John 8:12).

We need only get our eyes fixed on Jesus. We need to seek after the only good person in the universe, our Heavenly Father God. But failing to comprehend this, our hearts become subject to a myriad of delusions about ourselves. The word says,

“The heart [of man] is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?”   Jeremiah 17:9

And, our unregenerate hearts always misinterpret the grace of God within us for the goodness and greatness of self. When commenting on some compliment of character offered to us by others, we say things like, “That’s just me,” or, “I’m just like that.” Thereby, we lie, and usurp the credit for God’s gracious moves within us. But, when confronted with flattery (praise to our flesh), we ought to respond like Jesus.

“And Jesus said unto him, Why  callest thou me good? There is none good but one, that is, God.”   (Mark 10:18, Matt 19:17, Luke 18:19)

But the flesh masquerades for that which is actually only attributable to Christ Jesus himself in us. The scripture tells us, “For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure.” Philippians 2:13

Not realizing this, unwittingly our fogged-up hearts become puffed up with spiritual pride and lead us to intercept and arrogate to ourselves praises which belong to God alone.

If you can’t say ‘Amen,’ then say ‘Ouch !!’ But, if you are saying, “What in the world are you talking about?” Then, you’re amongst those of us who still just don’t get it; because, we are talking about me here and about you — Y-O-U. Make no mistake, we are talking about EVERYONE in flesh and blood, without exception. It’s just the predicament of mankind. It’s just human nature. The whole kit and kabootle of the human race is messed up like this — male and female, rich and poor, black and white, educated and illiterate, and infidel as well as Christian. As Paul declared at least two times, “…for there is no difference.” (Rom 3:22; 10:17)

Coming to acknowledge, accept, and admit this truth is very liberating and healing. This is chicken soup that the soul can really feast on, benefit from, and grow by. Thus, Paul said, “And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind…” (Romans 12:2).  We Christians too suffer with human nature, but at least we do have an out — an alternative and divine nature that we can and must learn to live by.

Realizing the truth about human nature is very enlightening. This makes all of Biblical history totally understandable. The story of Israel in the Old Testament is really just a chronicle of God’s dealings with human nature universal. Israel simply represents and stands proxy for the whole, messed-up human race. Their regular and cyclical forays into sin and idolatry just shows the natural course and inevitable end of all humanity. The history of the Jews is really nothing other than a reflection of the history of the entire human race attempting to have a relationship with holy Jehovah God.

And, we all just trend toward sin. Left to ourselves, we head straight for the bottomless pit of sin and depravity every time. We must thoroughly become familiar with our nature and our evil ways, and subscribe to our sore dependence upon God’s mercy and grace every second of every day.

When we look into the lens and mirror of the Word of God, ultimately we will all say as Isaiah said, “Woe is me. For I am undone… for I am… unclean” (Isaiah 6:5).    Or, we will react just like Daniel, fall to our knees, and report, “So I …saw this great vision, and there remained no strength in me; for my comeliness was turned in me into corruption, and I retained no strength” (Daniel 10:8).    Or, perhaps like John, our experience will be:  “His countenance was as the sun shining in his strength. And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead”   (Revelation 1:16-17).     Or perhaps, we will cry out like Job, “I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear: but now mine eye seeth thee. Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes”  (Job 42:5-6).

These are the experiences of men beholding the glory of God. And, this is the experience of all human nature discovering itself in the presence of the glory of the Lord. This is what happens when the sinfulness and wretchedness of man meets the glory and unspeakable holiness of Jehovah God. This is the estate of all mankind — me, and you, and everybody else you know. This is the neediness of every human soul. And, herein lies the truth, the blessing, the provision, and the universal appeal of the gospel.

So, I urge you in the name of Jesus, and for the truth of the gospel’s sake, stop looking for and expecting to find some goodness in that “man in the mirror” — in that self-image. You’ll never find in him any righteousness, strength, faith, wisdom, or any virtue at all. If you think you’ve found some, it’s truly only a mirage, a delusion, and a lie.  As the word says,

“For if a man thinks himself to be something, when he is NOTHING, he deceives himself.” Galatians 6:3

And,

“Surely men of low degree are vanity, and men of high degree are a LIE: to be laid in the balance, they are altogether lighter than vanity.”  Psalm 62:9

Instead, be instructed by the doctrine of the gospel, and let the old man rest in peace, so that the new man can live in peace.  As Paul cried out,

“O wretched man that I am! Who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord.”  Romans 7:24-25

So, stop gazing at that self-image in the mirror. Stop looking for answers from your SELF in the looking glass in your mind. Leave the old man alone. Forget the “rep” (reputation) you’ve been trying to build all these years. Learn once and for all that when you gaze at that reflection, all you will find is an habitual sinner — one who is already crucified, dead, and buried. So, give up on him.  Or, as the Lord told me in a vision many years ago, “I WANT YOU TO SMASH EVERY MIRROR IN THE HOUSE.”

I know that we live in an image obsessed generation. And, that is precisely the problem. The image that we love is spiritually beastly, as in, “the image of the beast” (Rev 13:14-15; 14:11). As the scripture says, “A man who is in honor, yet does not understand, is like the beasts that perish” (Psalm 49:20). Gazing at that image brings doom. Hoping to find some good in one’s own self is a futile endeavor that renders an individual as ludicrous as the proverbial dog chasing it’s own tail. What’s he going to do with it once he catches it? What will that have solved?? And, like the old saying goes, “Repeating the same action over and over again, yet expecting a different result, is the express definition of ‘insanity.'” You need to break out with a breakthrough with the truth of the gospel.

Do however, keep looking through the lens of God’s word unto the glory of the Lord. There, you will behold God in all HIS glory and HIS goodness, and you will be transformed into HIS image by the power and operation of the Holy Spirit. As the word says,

“But we all, with uncovered face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image, from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.”   2 Corinthians 3:18,  KJ21

And,

“Beloved… it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for WE SHALL SEE HIM as he is.”  1 John 3:2

So then, don’t look back at your own image any more. Instead, keep looking up and away to the Lord through the lens of God’s Word and of His Spirit. Seek the face of God, and not your own face.   As it says, “When You said, ‘Seek My face,’ my heart said to You, ‘Your face, O Lord, I shall seek.'” (Psalm 27:8 NASB).  Through Christ Jesus, “the new man” (Eph 4:24; Col 3:10), we may now know God, live with Him, and walk with Him in love, in peace, in joy, and in all the glory of eternal life. Hallelujah. Amen.

Have you been looking to that man in the mirror for help that you need — for strength, or wisdom, or goodness, or righteousness, or answers? Have you been admiring him, knowing way down deep inside that he and you both are in big trouble? Well, look to him no more. But instead, do like Pilate commanded, “Behold, the man [Jesus Christ]!” (John 19:5). If you are ready to put your trust in Him now, instead of in yourself, then please pray the following prayer.

Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open my heart and life now to receive you as Savior and Lord. Come in and take control of my life. Give me your Holy Spirit. Come and make me the kind of person you meant for me to be. Amen. 


Did you pray that prayer? Then, on the solid-rock foundation of simple child-like faith, I now pronounce you a born-again believer in Jesus Christ. Mark this date on your calendar. It’s the first day of your eternal life. Congratulation! And welcome to the family. 


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If you are already a Christian, but are in need of repentance and rededication, then pray this prayer,

Lord Jesus, please forgive me for not serving you the way that I should. I open up my heart now, and give you full access and control. Have your way, Lord. Cleanse me from all my sin and idolatry. Fill me with your Holy Spirit again. Renew me, Lord. Make me the kind of person and servant I ought to be. Amen.

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